The World Better Prepare For When I'm A Millionaire

Well, it's nearly 1.50pm, and things are okay. I just had lunch (at my grandmother's, of course), but I only had one roll, one side with some margarine and jam, and 3 little frankfurts. Weighing myself tomorrow, but probably Monday morning. That should stop me from eating too much on the weekend like I always seem to do. I find it easy to eat when I'm enjoying myself. I really understand my obsession with food and calories now, and it all surrounds control and emotion. I'm not ready to get 'better' and face my real feelings yet, though.

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Ugh. It's nearly 7pm. I'm in that mindset that says 'you've already eaten - no point stopping'.